Liar Liar


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 Where to begin.... This past month has been a roller-coaster as far as emotions, mood, mental well-being, and sanity.
Please forgive me if i am about to repeat myself.. my life seems scattered everywhere, well shattered really. The stress and feeling situations were out of my control, I was living life with being called a thief, and that I had been seen going in and out of my best friends flat while she was away on holiday, I was also seen rooting through drawers and had taken stuff..well this is what my best friends granddaughter said to me. The whole episode both smashed my world apart and as soon as I read what I was accused of, I broke down crying. I immediately phone my friend and told her I would NEVER do such a thing..EVER and she replied  "I believe you, I know it wasn't you."

After a day or two, it was all still going around in my head.. and i realized that this story of lies had inconsistencies, such as
I was seen by Sasha (granddaughter) entering and leaving the flat, which would mean she would have had to wait for hours?.. in the dark?? in the hope of catching me?. 

She also said she had seen me routing through drawers, but she wasn't in the flat which means she would have to stand right up to windows, which had blinds and curtains, both of which were closed!

So while I thought about it, after talking to My friend again, at first I asked her who it was that made such accusations, but she wouldn't tell me, then in the 2nd conversation she more or less told me who it was, but Sasha had already told me it was her, and Mo my friend
agreed.
After Sasha had accused me, wait for it... YES!! FACEBOOK ffs. (I hardly use the site), so after she accused me, she began a torrent of abuse telling me to leave her Nan alone, then telling me her nan (best friend) had her family, and didn't need someone like me... then quoted "Oh and where is your family?" And then went on... (this one is a corker!) Told me I wqas pushing drugs on my friend when she was feeling low! OMFG????

I think though, that i have found what truly happened.
And that Sasha had a ket to her Nans Flat, supposedly to make sure the cats were ok..But Mo had already asked her neighbor Matthew, who also had a key to feed and changed litter tray etc. So thats 2 keys- 3rd key? I had it, and sasha knew this.. She went to her Nans flat and she herself had gone through drawers, taken silly objects such as " You also stole a tin of Milk".. But the main thing which she took was £20 worth of dope. She probably found it, and could have sold some on and even smoked it, whatever she did, she was the person that stole it.
Even so, I am still in turmoil over all this, because:
The event occurred on the 27th September, and due to the fact that my friend knows who is in the wrong,seeing as its family, she won`t challenge Sasha, and will let her get away with it all, leaving me,knee deep in shit, its violated my integrity, but after all had been revealed, Sasha has made sure to visit her Nan in order to keep the issue,  alive, and now has even put a block on my home phone, so i can`t ring Mo. I am fully aware Sasha arranged and completed this service on Mo`s Phone provider, as i know Mo wouldn't have a clue how to go about it. 

My friend is a member of the Trinity Church.. and goes every Sunday to the service. The minister preaches about the good and bad in this world.. whats wrong and whats right, and i can`t for the life of me, comprehend how my best friend can sit in church, being fully aware of the whole scenario  knowing I have been made a victim in all this, that i never did anything to ask for this, and now she sits in church and has blocked me from phoning her, as if i am the bad and evil person in all this. And i think thats a little hypocritical.
I know we all have our faults..and believe me, later i will be writing a new post about MY faults..but back to now.. yes i have faults and so does my friend, everyone does, BUT: Every time a situation kicks off, my friend ALWAYS jumps into "the victim" role and forever repeating this Statement "I CAN`T HANDLE ALL THIS. ITS MAKING ME ILL< IM ALWAYS STUCK IN THE MIDDLE".. i tell you if i had a quid for every time Mo has told me that on the phone and then spent months blanking me and refusing to talk to me..I would be a very rich gal indeed!
ANY given situation she always has to be the `victim` the, `hard done by`
WHAT ABOUT ME???? Did I deserve any of this?.. Did I cause this to happen?.. Was I meddling into anything connected to my friend ?? NO!! NO!! NO!!

So as it stands now, my best friend has chosen to stick to her family and let Sasha get away with this story of lies, and decided to ignore and block me, blank me, as if I AM the one who is in the wrong, never mind i  was minding my own business, or that the only reason I was picked out and used as the perpetrator for one reason : The fact I had a key.
I`m thinking I need to right some letter to my friend, explaining all this has caused damage, hurt, humiliation and violation of my integrity.
BUT WOULD IT MAKE THINGS WORSE I WONDER??? 

PLEAS FEEL FREE TO COMMENT ON HOW I SHOULD DEAL WITH ALL THIS AND WHATS THE BEST THING TO DO..AS I REALLY NEED THE HELP!